20070331
youandi
the quirky, the crazy kookoo nutjob, the serious emotional, the make-me-laugh-till-i-pee, the sweet romantic, the other half, the music lover, the cranky pot, the hyper, the worrier, the i dont-give-a-damn, the hilarious, the wayniq urairat. i ♥ you! every side of you! your post made me tear! kinda!! (((((((((((((((((:
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in other news tho, we're gon catch the hitcher laters! maybee there'd be more pictures up later! :p oh, since ive found out how to collagify pictures, heres one for the gang (:
i know i look like a spas! lol! think if my laptop dies, ill cry.
cos you're all i want and you're all i find, you have my heart forever
; 15:02
20070330
♥♥♥♥♥
what is love?
cynics believe that love, love is fiction. a figment of your imagination, you know? its like fairy tales told to kids by their parents before bed, like the toothfairy or santa. the kinda things you believe less in as you grow older. think about it, when you were little, you'd share ur candy with ANYONE. no matter their race, rich/poor, the superficial differences; we loved eveerything and everyone without judgement. but as we get older, we become skeptical, we get cynical, a la the partypooper witches in fairytales. we actually think everyone, YES 6billion people, have a hidden agenda/motive in the things they do. so we only extend our love to those closeby, the ones we trust. and that makes it tough for anyone else to break through that thin film of separation; the barrier that keeps our hearts safe. so i guess, cynics must also have had their hearts broken (or betrayed) once or twice too. but fact of the matter is, love, it's innate, and running away from it, could possibly be a bigger problem than embracing it.
and so... once in abit, we have to let the little kid in us take the reins of our hearts and believe. because you'll never know how good it feels until you have it, even if you might lose it. and that's scary, losing your heart, it could even stop you from breathing. but, stop and take a step back to think of all the good things that come along with love and the potential it holds. that could stop you breathing for awhile too :) and you'll see, maybe the risk.. it's worth it.
i've decided tho, that love..
; 01:15
20070329
everyday'sasundayevening
my date for the day
i ♥ vone! (:john steinbeck once wrote: 'change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn, and it comes like the stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass.'
; 23:47
BORED
the sky is peeing, thereforeeee, being bored and not being out/studying im bored! so check this out>>>>>>
| You Are Elektra |
There's really no superhero with more style than you.
Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja? |
LOLOLOL. considering we're this>>>>>>>>
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HAHAHA ok, and i went to try out other totally nonsensical things too! LIKE THIS!
| What Your Underwear Says About You |
Admit it, you've dreamed of being a underwear model.
You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone. |
LOLOLOL. ok nvm. im just bored. VONEEE WHAT TIME IS OUR DATE!!?
; 13:11
20070328
YES!FIXED!SOQUICK!
IT'S BACK IT'S BACK!!! YAY!
and so, a post!!!!! ALL credit goes to the mignon! THANKS WAYNIQQQQQQQ AAVAL!!!!!! heeheee i wouldnt have had the patience to fix it. ok so, this was what he did, he tried fixiing the original one but apparently the whole things screwed. SO, he got this:
which was a stupid jaychou piece of crap layout and tweaked it to make it like my old one!! soooo, here's what it looks like NOW!! YAY it's essentially the same, but it looks loads better due to lil minor details!! and more importantly....... it loads!! ((((((((((((:
see SEE SEEE! so nice right? and he managed to totally change it frm the ugly shit thing before. hmmmmmmmmm, i think we're looking at a hmtl pro. heh, AND I LLLL - YOUU - VEEEE you for it (: YES YOU!!
YAY imma happy camper anddddddd yes, smiling like a dork! can you tell!???
i want you to know.. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY!
; 23:41
20070327
ohnooooo,NOTMETOO
i think i should blog with my lj. LOLOL for the time being until i fix this piece of crap. sigh. I
DONT LIKE LJ I DONT LIKE LJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
; 17:29
20070326
icecreammelts,sowillyou
lemme just say this, IT'S SO BLOODY HOT!! )))))):
tsk, so it being a sunday and the boys having nothing to do. as usual! they decided to pop by to chill, even tho we couldnt really cos the heat brought the mosquitoes out and it was really hot! luckily or rather unluckily smoke shoos them away! HAHA ok, thats not good. but yeah. so, they saw kiddy and they hate him. lets just say he didnt make a gd impression! haha THNK THEY REALLY HATE HIM. if he din have his cutiepie face.... ok NVM.
so nothing much tdy! here's a pic from like a couple of weeks back. the cousins and grandma/pa oh and nephew;
and thats excluding their parents and their siblings and aunties and uncles. i WILL NOT recognise any of extended relatives on the streets. hahah some vegetarian restaurant at coro. eh jia! near ur hse! i was hungry after that. haha
this post is realllllllllly random. so i should stop! lest i start rambling again, refer to previous post! HAHA oh! and id bet you, if u stood an hr oout at midday ur sure to melt. hey niq! good weight loss idea! come back and sweat off ur fats! and u dont even have to movee!!! (:
and just needa get this outta my sometimes selfish head, thanks for ALL the litttle things you do for me! they mean the most and im grateful and LUCKY! merci beaucoup beaucoup! tu es tres SPECIAL! haha i duno how to say speacial in french. haha
do not get me wrong, i cannot wait, for you to come home. for now you're not here, and i'm not there. its like we're on our own. but i want you around. when it falls into place with you and i, we go from if to when, your side and mine are both behind its indication.
; 00:18
20070325
likegoodol'times
YOUTUBES
HEREfricking hilarious. but if u watch the whole thing, it just comes across as gay. but its quite sad also, but duno wehther real or not. i always get duped. ):
just got off the phone with the gang! or part of it anyways, two idiots wandering arnd and two bodohs overseas! hahaha and as per normal, the conversation was fulla bull sai.
it was nice to hear everyone talking at the same time again! think the last time was proly dec/feb. dont remb!! but it was nice cept for the jia bringing in the phone to the toilet part. tht was gross. oh! and one thing, army-talk and 20yr old boys are like fatkids with their faces in choc cake. everyday army, weekend still talk army! haha i duno wat they talking bt sometimes. but i try to keep up.
well, we havent alwasy been this close i spose! only recently, like last nov, when we all started hanging out. like going out everydayyyy, night. being silly, eating alot (of nuggets and seafood!) and just enjoying the company! when we were all together, squeezing in a car which is like as old as lee kuan yew. haha! some parts dont work mind you. watching dvd at vones, hanging out at jias tv room til like 4 sth and gng back half dead, drivng past hooker central. you get the drift! hoho. at least we have a tight group now, i wouldn't trade it for anything in this world!! haha im friggin candy! so sweet hor! thre're some pple ud thot ud never get close to, but it doesnt take a long time to gel! tht is if u hang out everyday! AHAHA
anyways! was out with roy and the extended gang tdy! haha actually, roys like part of the extended gang. he always brings us to weird places! haha like.. little indian on the weekends to shop at mustafa, people watch the ah nehs (actually just us cos they stare at you funny and hold hands), eat durian/seafood/anything cheap/sometimes gross! or to adam road and he alwasy treats us to teh. and i cannot slp aftr, which explains why im still awake watching soccer/tennis n blogging! and drive us home (occassionally) after that. haha hanging with roy is actually kinda fun hor. haaha! cos we actually dont like to go where he goes cos the places he goes are kinda scarey and dirty (think no aircon, filthy okok dirty streets), but after abit its like the norm and we'd just go like its fun! but its quite fun cos you get to see and eat really abnormal things (aka. things u dont see along orchard! ok rambling!
went to adam for some food! i dnt like the egg and bread thing. roti john?? duno. i din pay for anything cos i din feel like eating cos i had lunch at 4!!! haha!! i ate half a piece of that bread bit, had teh-peng! haha like afew forkfuls of lemin's mee goreng, and fishcake from the indian rojak roy ordered! haha i only like the fishcake in indian rojaks cos the rest eat like sure LS. alll that colouring. hahaha o! and the sauce is nice too. come to think of it, i was being crow-ish, just pick arnd. bad habit!! tell me to stop next time if u get annoyed and utterly disgusted by tht k!
so frm there, we crossed over to serene to get some island creamery! haha we saw cheryl on the wall. haha! picked the holicks and banana ones, i thot the sour sop one and the very bery one sounded nice, but not everyone likes their ice cream sweet and fruity! haha like in taiwan, the boys had weird stuff like peanut, taosar or sth and green bean (Ok, LIKE WTF kinda sick flavour is that). i didnt touch those. i had the strawberry!!!! haaha smre the pink skin very nice. the dua dua freshly made ones are the nicest! haha the horlikcs tasted like pineapple tarts. think niq would like it! haha!! so we sat until they closed, caught up with each other, talked. ate until i was so full and i was freezing cos i was sitting under the fan! anyways, roy took jias lighter and a couple of cigs. haha and jia willingly gave em to him. so good job boy! first step to recovery! kinda. :s ok, maybe not.
so anwyays, they walked me to the busstop and lemin waited for me after jia and carl went to twn, haha jia was in his DB slippers. hahah damn disgusting. yeah and teh rest roy sent home! and here i am, in the front of the tv cos of a cup of teh. i am officially caffine sensitive. so dont feed me teh after 7 in the future, thanks!
; 02:44
20070323
wth
conversations that start with i love you and end with nothing.
those are the worst.
; 12:44
20070322
thebigoppsie
met the gang today!
was pretty nice chilling and hanging!
was shopping with vone today and she was on one of her usual shopping sprees. haha
i gotta nice top hoho.
we saw xiaxue, shes short -.-
jiaxiang should stop smoking, for real. pic on the cig pack was gross.
and i saw the advert ;/ the lady looks sad
went to the P.O today
walk until damn tired!
wanted to watch tmnt! BUT aiyo, not open yet! think tmr or sth.
and....... nothing else. thot id just blog for fun!
your busy your busy. but its ok
oh! and i should really cut/do sth bt my hair. cos its officially sai.
tennis tmr! (:
cyou guys!
; 23:18
20070321
YOUYOUYOUU((:
you know how they say music feeds the soul?i've decided that your voice is the soundtrack of my life (:stuck in my head: Future Of Forestry's You And I
thanks for the songs bubs! your the best!!! HUGS!!!
; 17:37
IBLOGGED
LALALAA IM BORED! see i blog!
ive gt sooo many projects due like in a week or so. so rushing everything plus catching up with work. ITS BAD. owells, at leasst i found that something to look foward to and make me happy everyday! yay! hhaha and thats more than alot of people can say. so yeah, i guess i AM blessed. hoho
the sem is passing by soooo quick! and i cant believe i HAVENT yet missed a single french lesson! hehehe. see, if im interested in sth i'll attend it! and thats not econs! which means i have a VERY VERY BIG PROBLEM ON MY HANDS. eh, which also means im gonna be a YEAR2 soon! OMFG!
oh you guys shud check out that titanic youtube thing on niq's blog -.- (basket!!) and vone's like driving herself to and fro now that her dad's away on a trip! HAHA HOW RAD IS THAT? wah lao, i wanna drive. bloody hell. almost everyone know already lo. its kinda disgusting that i don't! ok resoluation for 2008, learn how to fricking drive!!! haha
plus its not a chore when ur starting out! (: haha remb those crazy nights near jia's hse/behind KAP?? HAHA damn funny, 'whats your max speed!?' hahahaha THE STUPID LIZARD! and the indian taxi man who stared us down! HAHA omg, damn funny! so obvious we were all fooling arnd, he gave us the eye! LMAO
owells, so much for reminiscing, i needa sleep. or rather HAVE to, cos im not tired at all! BOO
GDNIGHTS EVERYONE! I CANT WAIT FOR MAY! now all i have to do is just get finals for sem2 over and done with! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
; 01:42
20070318
sigh
it weird how someone so far and so different from you, you can treasure so much. and once you've found that someone and realised his importance in your life, you never want to let go, because you can't ever imagine how you had lived your life before you met him; without him.
shit happens apparently.
thanks for being there baby! even though i don't say it most of the time, i really appreciate you always being there for me, no matter what. hearing your voice this morning made me feel so much better, or i doubt i would've gone to sleep at all. can't wait to see you in may! one month seems a tad too long now.
i really miss youu ):
; 20:13
20070316
crazydaytennisday
300 is so damn good!
the lot slicing and chopping and stabbing was friggin awesome!
plus we got to watch two movies ytd night!
stomp the yard, for free, and 300. BUT we missed the beginning of both films! HAHA and jia gt conned into buying 3$ coke. haha, drinking gold like that. and the tickettearers at cine are damn pangsai. poor yoko ):
owells, some pics. ok ONE picture. cos the rest kanasai -.- (and fine, YOU WERE RIGHT! pics are for the blog. but if not then what else ey? heh) AND VONE IS MISSING!!
tennis-ed for like duno how many hours tdy! lucky the weather let up after a slight drizzle! haha good times (: my hands and legs are dead now tho. like one bloody bigass blister on my palm and little blueblacks everywhere. BUT THEN AGAIN, maybe im just clumsy! haha
went for a late dinner after that in town all sticky and smelly. lucky had jias perfume thing, so at least i was smelling like a nice-smelling boy! HAHA and we were so friggin starving. tummy was grumbling until it had nomore energy to grumble and rumble. so by the time we got to dinner i was stoning and basically appetite-less. LESSON LEARNT THO! always eat when ur hungry!
and im sooo tired now i think im insane to come online and blog. really siao already. bye you guys! au revoir!
ps. have a safe trip bubs! ill ttyl when ya land! (((((:
; 23:49
20070314
bah
hi guys.so i'm not functionally well. not. at all. ):i'm lacking my daily doses of ___.and it's only been a lil over a day that i havent talked/heard from ya!it sucks, and im stoning at the laptop even though i have a shitloada things to do cos im kinda lagging in everything! all my econs and shit and my french and my stupid annoying piece of shit projects. blahblah. kinda depressing! and im just stoning! AT NOTHING --have you fallen off the face of the planet hmm?
well,
I MISS YOUR ANNOYING ME AND YOUR SWEETNESS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN! BOOOOOO!id give anything to see you right now you know. SIGH
)))))))))))))): im sad
; 21:49
20070313
favpicsoftheweek!
salut tout le monde!
just so friggin bored at home so i've decided to pick the few favourite pictures from the past week or so! haha had much much fun with chrys on her 21st and of course chilling with the gang last weekend!! c'est trop magnifique!
me vone and the cancer man, have you noticed the amount of moles on his face? YEAH cancer prone still wanna smoke!
edit: group pic!
sitmultaneous photo-taking! vone loooks shocked somehow! hehe
there's jia smoking like a chimney -.- duno how we managed to look happy bout it BOOOO
me and the bestest siaosiao woman of all!
HAHA tell me this is not funny! friggin hilarious, see vones face and chrys expression and me just being an extra! hahah!!! duno why, this picture cracks me up :D
vone loooking really happy. haha
relient k's damn damn damn good. dammit. and it was really good to hear your voice today! yay! made my day times like a million over :D so im a happy camper tdy! (even tho i have like a shitload things to do) hehe. but all's good and well cos i got to talk to youu. I MISS YOU BUBS!
and im racking my brain for a new improved way, to let you know you mean more to me than i'd ever know how to say. i know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way, but i'll push all my inhibitions aside
; 14:54
20070311
youcallitmadness,buticallitlove
c'est facile de voir pourquoi les gens vous aiment,
parce que vous êtes sucré et un charmeur.
cependant vous pouvez être une imbécile, lorsque vous pensez trop.
encore, c'est difficile de vous ignorer
juste parce que c'est vous.
vous êtes important à moi et mon petit cochon,
mon premier et mon dernier!
hehehee. im so f*cking sweet!
i managed to blog in french! *CLAPS HAHA go figure
dont think all the grammars right la, but owells!
I STILL HAVE ALOT TO LEARN!
at least i can count to a thousand++ and ask people annoying questions; like where they stay, what their names are etc. evern thought i already know! LOLOL think i can go to france for holiday and actually understand what people say and make my way arnd!
OHYEAH, on a completely no-link note, i know what
voulez-vous coucher avec moi, chez toi actually means! you know that moulin rouge song?? the one sung by a buncha hoes? its basically an invitation from yourself asking someone to go to bed with you! HAHAHHA
SO DONT ANYHOW SAY WHEN YOUR IN PUBLIC!
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!
in other news tho, the rest are out at dxo! so many ceejay people there! but i went hom cos im a good girl and i have tennis tmr! cant wait to play! and randeep bought a PSP so i wanna test it out tmr. speaking of PSP's, I HAVE CARL'S! dont forget to take from me!! think im still improving on my tennis, but i think i need more muscles. DAMN FRIGGIN SKINNY STILL. BUAYTAHAN. whoever said it was only fat girls who had issues was a complete moron. but yeah la, better being skinny than fat. MEANS I CAN EAT ANYTHING! HOHO.
ok, lest i get a tagboard fulla angry comments, but i doubt since noone tags, im gonna go sleep! so gdnights world!
ps. HOI, you fatty! have fun in san fran! go shop till you drop and take a mega shit loada pictures! yay less than 2 months bef you come back!
ppss. vone! jez! send me the pics! heh, tell me how it all went! (:
; 00:18
20070310
the21st
THE GIRL'S 21! (:HAPPY BELATED CHRYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!was a total chill and laid back night at menotti's! a dash of relatively good food from starters all the way to desert (i thought the icecream was the nicest bit!), accompanied with a cup fulla fun and a teaspoon of phototaking, (OKOK a big spooonful!) and a buttloada sprinkles of great company all mixed up, made the night a good one.
hope ya had a nice time outta all the other ones babe! haha! HUGS!!!!!!
ps. the pics are hella hilarious. haha!! vone is damn cute!
; 12:15
20070309
itsallaboutyou
breathe the fresh air after the storm has passed. because being able to come out better and stronger is all we can hope for. not everyday's bright and shiny, because there's always something to ruin the things we're striving hard to build, something that interferes; whether its the demons lurking deep within ourselves, the intention of others or elements totally beyond our control. and when that happens, we shall not run away. but instead, we'd dive head first into the fray and fight the fight even if it means you might lose, because happiness is what you make of situations. because sometimes, you have to fight for what you want-- be it for something totally physical, to let others know how you feel or for that someone to understand. it's not impossible. but when things take a turn for the worst, just breathe. and we'd be okay. but what happens when the only one stopping you from the thing you want the most, is yourself. and there's nothing you can do to stop the internal battle. i guess, all anyone can hope for is for someone who cares enough to walk through fire and rescue you. and im realy happy that i have you, peach! you make me want to be a better person. and all i can do now is to say je t'aime pour toujours. because i do! alot alot! but somehow, saying just doesn't cut it. ill make it up to youu. pinky swear! (: HUGS
; 16:29
20070308
whatif
the chain of events.
where one thing leads to the next.
and things you've said or done, you cant take them back.
ever.
but what if you knew something bad was going to happen,
would you do them all over again?
its a double-edged sword, either way it'll suck.
and you wish it'd never happened.
fact of the matter is that it did. but you'd already ruined someone's day.
you got hurt. and that's all on me.
i'd take another chance,
take a fall, take a shot for you,
i need you like a heart needs a beat,
but it's nothing new.
; 10:58
20070307
hoi!!!!
matt theissen from relient k looks like frodo baggins.
HAHAH
and pig, theyre gon be in indianapolis! HELLO IN YOUR STINKING STATE!
Mar 18 2007
7:00P
Egyptian RoomIndianapolis, Indiana
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna go ):
why the vids i post all taking so dang long to loadup. grr
; 23:29
Ah,theoldtimes
vone came over today! and it was nice and nostalgic!
so we were looking at really old old ugly pictures of oursevles! HAHA hilarious la, remb when i had insanely poofy black disgusting hair which made my head look big, vone had curly hair and the baby hair at the front, lolol! niq's small boy face (even tho he was also a piggy then), rui's and lemin's similar to their old selves, just a lil bit more wiser! haha jez's scary grey eyes omg! and all the other odacers! sooo fun! so here are some damn ugly photos, some recent and some not so recent. HAHA funny how people change huh! see for yourself!
DISCLAIMER: this is not blackmail, just reminiscing! hahaha so dont sue me, cos i bet i look like shit more than anyone else! WAHAHAHA
haha actually i gt no comment, we actually thot we looked nice. NICE EH! HAHA WHY WE SO CUTE. -.-
back to schl during the 2st 3 mnths in JAYCEE. haha vern so cute.
hoho and check niqs hair out! SO SMALL BOY! aww
sentosa outing with the two girls!! heh, we were soooooooo burnt that day!
think this outing was for my birthday, couple of weeks after niq left ): WE MISSED YA!
HAHA FUCK HILARIOUS DAY, cos it was video day, and video day was hella fun! we used to do all kindsa stupid things. that day was testament
heh, same school for duno how many monkey years!
one of em roy's bbq!!!! ODAC reunion!! (((:
heh, stupid fatass block my face! just another ride to town frm cj! haha, think we practically did that EVERYDAY! omg, cant believe we couldn't get sick of town, until now still not! think its a singaporean thing HAHA
my birthday on i duno what year, but we had fish n co. with the gang. AS USUAL!
haha think this was the day yew fell on me. HAHA EMBARASSING LA. pardon the blurr cock expression, look at jez's kookooface instead! LOL, super funnny la this pic!i like it!
some dance for i cant remb what. HAHA think natl day. us and TESSA!
BLUE CONCERT WITH THE VONE AND AARON! LOL, the vid! haha WE SAW LEE!
LOL me and vone were both on that bike!
HAHAH this is damn cute
ok very fugly hair. GROSS, I SHALL NEVER TRUST CUTTING MY FRINGE TO ANYONE EVER AGAIN!
anwyays, yeah i think THATS ALL! (you can see anyways) got many many many many UGLY LIKE HELL ONES. but dowanna out only. these are the okay ones, they wont give you nightmares. speaking of nightmares, its time to sleeep. cant believe im gonna STAY BACK IN SCHL TMR TO DO MY PROJECT! dammn.
nights world!
ps. je veux être avec toi ): kisses to you!
; 00:54
20070305
imtakingyouwithme
lalallaa, had an insane day at school. and many breaks, so i ended up watching heroes! haha friggin funny. this part when hiro talks to nathan and he says 'frying man, whhooooshhhhee!!' *plus hand mimicking aeroplane taking-off actionnoone knows bout nathan's gift, so he tells hiro to keep it down.so the dope does the same thing but the hand action lower!and the part he tries to pronounce villian.. bi-ah!HAHAHAHA if thats not comic relief then i duno what is. LMAO;cos with every second that goes by,
im feel its just a waste of time if
im not with you
if home is where the heart is, then my home is where you are. but its getting oh so hard spend these days without my heart.
so
im taking you with me.
I MISS YOU!
; 22:51
20070304
DONTKILLME
just a lil over 2 mnths, there about, more before i see this fatty goondu-sammy again! yay! but what fats you say?! haha
just wait and see. hehee
hurry home!
ps. this makes me lmao!! so happy. like angbaos like that! HAHA
ppss. this aint a blackmailing pic!!!!!!!!!
; 23:02
the quirky, the crazy kookoo nutjob, the serious emotional, the make-me-laugh-till-i-pee, the sweet romantic, the other half, the music lover, the cranky pot, the hyper, the worrier, the i dont-give-a-damn, the hilarious, the wayniq urairat. i ♥ you! every side of you! your post made me tear! kinda!! (((((((((((((((((:
sitmultaneous photo-taking! vone loooks shocked somehow! hehe
there's jia smoking like a chimney -.- duno how we managed to look happy bout it BOOOO
me and the bestest siaosiao woman of all!
THE GIRL'S 21! (:
haha actually i gt no comment, we actually thot we looked nice. NICE EH! HAHA WHY WE SO CUTE. -.-
sentosa outing with the two girls!! heh, we were soooooooo burnt that day!
think this outing was for my birthday, couple of weeks after niq left ): WE MISSED YA!
HAHA FUCK HILARIOUS DAY, cos it was video day, and video day was hella fun! we used to do all kindsa stupid things. that day was testament
one of em roy's bbq!!!! ODAC reunion!! (((:
BLUE CONCERT WITH THE VONE AND AARON! LOL, the vid! haha WE SAW LEE!
LOL me and vone were both on that bike! 
